I used to dream that we’d be a family,
Once again, But then I was faced with reality
You weren’t there by my side,
and my life ain’t nothing but a tragedy.
I used to dream that I’d be whole again
But how can that happen in this world of pain,
How can I rise above it all?
When I ain’t got the strength to even break my fall?
I go to bed every night, feeling the same way
I’m tired with myself and just how I behave
When there ain’t no spark, how can I rage a fire?
Everytime I look in the mirror, I see a liar
I used to think nothing could ever touch me,
That your protection would always cushion me
But my naivete came at a price,
Coz life made me pay a fee.
Every promise said that, “you got me”
And Every hug meant that we’ll always be
Together, that makes us strong
But twin you just pushed me back and broke free
What do I gotta do to get your love?
I keep trying but you always shove
Me away and I know I should learn
But all you ever do is watch me burn
I’ve paid all my dues, gave away all my stuff
Moved across the world for a chance to earn your love
We were born together, heart, body & soul
How do I get you back? How can I be good enough?
Sibling rivalry and fallouts are a serious problem in this day & age. I recently witnessed one of the worst sibling fallouts I could have ever imagine and my heart goes out to the twins who were born together but now their life choices have pulled them apart. I’m praying for them and their situation brought my words to life. I hope they reconcile soon.